Seamless: Always and Forever

A story of eternal hope

in the midst of great loss

Desiring to share her journey about her son's illness, decline, and subsequent entry into eternal life, she heard Holy Spirit say: "Wait until you stop bleeding." Her heart had bled profusely with grief. She asked, How was she and her family to adjust to living without their son's vibrant presence here with them? As more healing came, nearly two years later, the Lord spoke the title for this book: Seamless.

As she reread her previous journal entries and began to outline the story, Carolyn began to see the seamless correlation between their son's journey from earth to heaven and that of the lily bulb's transformation from bulb to bloom. Her own faith began to emerge from the dark and lonely place of loss to unfolding revelation through the grace of her Lord, Jesus Christ.

Three of their son's last words sum up the truth that love and hope are eternal. He boldly stated within his last few hours that he would love them ALWAYS AND FOREVER.

She invites you to walk with her through this journey of raw emotions, great loss, yet with surprising gains of God's generous grace. Learn from her story of how God, in His great mercy, will bring hope and encouragement to us all, when we trust Him with our darkest nights and gaping wounds.

Whether you are struggling through a personal sickness or loss, or whether you have detoured from knowing and experiencing Father God's love, her prayer is that this testimony will help in restoring your hope.

Carolyn Lee has co-pastored Jubilee Worship Center with her husband, Allen, since 1998. She has earned her bachelor of ministry and master of ministry degrees through Wagner Leadership Institute of Colorado Springs, Colorado. She has earned her doctorate of theology degree through Christian Life Educators Network out of Columbus, Georgia. Carolyn ministers in healing to individuals, at retreats, conferences, and through weekly Bible studies at her church. She and her husband live in Pleasant Garden, North Carolina, and have two sons (the youngest son now in heaven) and two daughters. They have nine grandchildren.