The Hour of Sehar: A Memoir of Brokenness, Becoming, and the Love that Rewrote My Story

The Hour of Sehar is a deeply honest, faith-centered memoir that bears witness to the long arc of healing after childhood trauma, abandonment, and spiritual disorientation. With unflinching clarity and lyrical restraint, Melinda S. Jackson tells the story of a life shaped by secrecy, loss, and survival, and ultimately transformed by grace.

The memoir opens with a quiet but devastating truth: the author's identity was fractured before she ever understood why. Though she would not learn the truth about her biological father until adulthood, the echoes of that hidden beginning reverberated throughout her childhood, shaping her sense of belonging, worth, and voice. As Jackson journeys back through early years marked by emotional neglect, abuse, and silence, she weaves together formative memories with later revelations that reframe them all.

Her path leads through the rigid structure and volatile chaos of military life, where the pursuit of stability and purpose is upended by betrayal, systemic failure, and military sexual trauma. The Army, once seen as a refuge, becomes another place where power is misused, and truth is buried. And yet, within the wreckage, something unexpected begins to emerge: a quiet, relentless pursuit by a God who does not meet her with condemnation, but with presence.

At its core, The Hour of Sehar is not a story about victimhood, but about becoming. It traces the slow, often painful work of breaking generational cycles, reclaiming agency, and learning to live without performing for love. Jackson writes with compassion for her younger self, with honesty about the ways trauma distorts identity, and with humility about the long road toward forgiveness, including forgiveness without apology.

The title draws from the Arabic word Sehar, referring to the still, pre-dawn hour, a liminal space between night and morning, darkness and light. In many spiritual traditions, it is considered a sacred pause before new beginnings. This memoir reflects that truth: that God often begins His deepest work not in moments of triumph, but in the dark, quiet places where nothing feels resolved yet.

Both intimate and expansive, The Hour of Sehar invites readers into a sacred reckoning with pain, truth, and grace. It is a testament to the belief that brokenness is not the end of the story, but the beginning of becoming whole.

Author: Melinda S. Jackson
Publisher: Sehar Press
Published: 04/01/2026
Pages: 150
Binding Type: Paperback
Weight: 0.46lbs
Size: 9.00h x 6.00w x 0.35d
ISBN: 9798993208800

About the Author
Jackson, Melinda S.: - Melinda Jackson is a U.S. Army Veteran and former Counterintelligence Special Agent and Strategic Debriefer, with more than a decade of distinguished service in the Intelligence Community. A devoted mother of three boys, trauma survivor, and passionate advocate for healing and restoration, Melinda channels her life experience into supporting fellow veterans and others on their journey toward wholeness. She earned a Bachelor of Arts in Christian Studies from the University of Mary Hardin-Baylor, where she was honored with the T.B. Maston Scholar Award for Christian Ethics and Social Issues. Melinda is currently in her final year of a Master of Arts in Clinical Mental Health Counseling and is a proud member of Chi Sigma Iota (CSI), the international honor society for counseling professionals. Her life and writing are rooted in illuminating the transformative power of grace, breaking generational cycles, and inspiring deep personal and spiritual renewal through truth-telling and faith. When she's not cheering for her boys at their soccer and baseball games, she enjoys cruising the Texas Hill Country in her mid-life crisis Corvette, exploring new music and cuisines in Austin, and finding joy in life's simple, soulful pleasures.