The Make-Believe: A Memoir of Magic and Madness

From Skins and Games of Thrones star Hannah Murray, a "genuinely jaw-dropping" (Vogue) memoir about fame, mental illness, and the struggle to leave a shadowy wellness organization whose belief in magic shattered her reality.

"A frank and often darkly funny exploration of the convergence of hedonism with the self-help industry."--The Guardian

I lost my mind. I lost my self. I got them back. But they are different . . .

From her breakout role as a teen actor on the cult TV show Skins, to critically acclaimed movies, to the smash hit Game of Thrones, Hannah Murray built a career in Hollywood cracking open her own psychological foundations and pushing her body to its limits. But one day, the line between make-believe and reality disappeared, and she found herself confined to a psych ward, dangerously in love with the leader of a shadowy wellness organization, and believing in magic. How she got there--and how she managed to rebuild her life--is the heart of this gripping, powerful memoir that asks: How far would you go to find enlightenment?

For Hannah, it was deceptively easy to fall down the rabbit hole. As she struggled with her mental health, she sought help in the form of wellness and self-care. After an eye-opening session with an energy healer, Hannah was introduced to an organization that she was told would bring her further spiritual rewards. Enthralled by its charismatic leader and his teachings of a world filled with magic and meaning, Hannah found herself sucked into a rigorous practice involving high control and financial outlay. And as her sense of reality began to slip, eventually resulting in her hospitalization and diagnosis with bipolar disorder, she realized she had fully ceded control of her life to this mysterious organization. And, she thought, as she reckoned with the Hollywood career that conditioned her to give her body and soul over to others, maybe she'd been doing that her whole life.

Both a cautionary tale and a cry for radical empathy, Hannah's story of learning to trust herself will resonate with anyone who has struggled to find agency. The Make-Believe is a probing exploration of womanhood and mental health, and a search for the healing that comes when we reclaim our own narratives.

Author: Hannah Murray
Publisher: Dial Press
Published: 06/23/2026
Pages: 304
Binding Type: Hardcover
Weight: 1.05lbs
Size: 9.52h x 6.51w x 1.14d
ISBN: 9780593979822


Review Citation(s):
Publishers Weekly 06/08/2026

About the Author
Hannah Murray began her creative life as an actor, starring in E4's smash hit series Skins, and then appearing in HBO's cultural juggernaut Game of Thrones for seven of the show's eight seasons. Hannah has starred in numerous feature films including Detroit, directed by Oscar-winner Kathryn Bigelow. She has appeared on panels at events including San Diego Comic-Con and has spoken at Tulane University and the University of Connecticut. She has been featured in many publications worldwide, including Vogue, Interview, The Guardian, and The Independent. She has also appeared on TV shows like Conan and Good Morning America. Hannah has a BA in English from Cambridge University and an MA in Creative Non-Fiction from the University of East Anglia.